damn it! i really dont like this feeling!!!
ABAH, PLEASE DONT ME ANAK DERHAKA!
ya ALLAH~
idk if this appropriate or not....but i keep wishing that one day i've got someone not like my abah. astaghfirullahazim. i know.
maybe bcoz of HUGE gap in our age and plus being the youngest in my family add this feeling.
well, since my childhood time, i'd seen the TYPICAL MALAY CULTURE in my family. what i meant here, where the lady or wife do all the house chores, taking care the kids and the husband went to work to get rezki. that's fine for me BUT, big BUT, oh come on, why cant u help ur wive a bit?
to my highest salute, i'm truly respect my mum coz can keep still in this family.
then, as mentioned above, we have HUGE gap in our age. he got me when he's 51 years old. do the maths. so, being apart 4 decades, a lot of thing changes here and there. now, as part of human cycle, he's getting old and someone whom in his age will always like his. u know, when the old acts childish?
and keep listening complains from my mom makes me "I DONT WANT TO GET MARRIED". what if my hubby acts like this? even my bros, what i've seen one...DO NOT EVEN CARE HIS WIFE! IT MAKES ME SOOOOO FURIOUS! HOW DARE HE DID THAT? LET HIS WIFE TAKING CARE OF THE KIDS, SEND AND FETCH THEM FROM SCHOOL EVEN THOUGH HER DUE DATE JUST AROUND THE CORNER? HECK, I HATE THAT!
IF I KEEP THIS HATE VIBE, I KNOW.....THERE IS SAYING "DONT HATE TOO MUCH, WHO KNOWS IT WILL COME TO YOU"
ALLAH, I DONT KNOW THE RIGHT PATH HERE.
I'M NOT RELIGIOUS, I'M NOT PIOUS BUT I STILL KNOW AMAR MAKRUF NAHI MUNKAR.
